Life behind bars is harsh, a challenge with a capital ‘C’ in many aspects. When your loved ones go through something and you cannot be there for them, it is very bitter and yet, you have to turn this emotion into a positive challenge, aiming at coping and growing.
A month after I got incarcerated, COVID happened and the world was never the same again. I have lost so many close to my heart and all I could do, was pray and send comforting words to the families.
Last week, I lost 1 of my dearest cousins, who was ‘Mr Charming’ himself, his smile, his razor sharp mind, his eloquent speech despite a slight speech impediment which manifested itself when he got excited or emotional. He was in his early 60s, super energetic and loved the farm life, a sharp contrast to his daytime career as Business Banker.
This whole week, I have been quiet, I am also battling this RS virus, but my cheerful demeanour seems to have left me for the past days. I am pushing back….
I have the fondest memories of him and it feels so bitter knowing that I have not been able to see him again nor have the funniest conversations. He will forever be close to my heart.
Rest well in His Arms Faisal, love you, you are in my prayers forever more.
