I have had such an up and down life wanting to have a family and getting sober was a complete roller coaster ride. Most the time I back slid was to just numb out the things that were happening in my life. I would pick myself up sober up and something else would come along to get me back to the life I knew very well. I see now all the down falls and am just working on myself everyday to not have to be that person anymore. I know it will not be perfect and will have to deal with life on life’s terms but will not have to go back to the old Tiffany. I have a great support system. My father is amazing and has not given up on me. I have my god mother Pamela with her companion Randy who has always had my best interests at heart and helped me so much, my grandmother Annamarie who I see on video several times a month. My children are the best. I want to be the best for them now and forever. My mother left me a house when she past and I still have a vehicle to get me from point A to B. I have a case worker Melissa who has always been there for me and never gave up on me. Melissa says she can help me with resources when I come out with employment and am going to finish with my electrical degree and want to finish my education with a bachelors for business admin. I don’t want to over whelm myself with to much but that is what I am looking forward to when I get out of prison. I appreciate being apart of this PEER support and hope to be able to help at least one person change there view in a positive way if not as many as possible. It may be myself who will learn something life changing being apart of program but I keep a open mind with a positive attitude.