Today marks 44 days left in prison, I’m 40 days from graduating from the bop flagship program of RDAP. I’ve learned a lot about myself and ways to combat a lot of the thinking errors and struggles I possess. I don’t write nearly as much as I should and I actually enjoy doing so. the anxiety of being released back to society is real!!! but I’ve been released before and it’s been this or that all the other times. but this time it just feels different I’ve taken different steps to better myself and I also think that society as a whole is giving us as convicted adults, or as they like to call it now AIC (adults in custody) more resources more chances and better opportunities. I can actually say that I’m ready to go and I don’t mean time-wise and impatient ready. I mean mentally and emotionally ready. This time definitely changed me as a man. mostly for the better it’s time to go home and stay home!!!!!!