Did Victims Awareness in the morning. Then we had a food sale. They wrote my order down wrong and I didn’t get the two pizzas I paid for. Now I have to 602 it and wait for the money to get back on my books which takes months. I was very angry. My anger was rated at an 8. The serious of the situation was probably only a 4. I practiced 11 principle awareness of my feelings and emotions. Under my anger was hurt that life is not fair. I practiced acceptance with surrender the 3 principle. And my only friends here are also people in recovery and self-help. And they all gave me pieces of pizza.
Character Defects: ego, fair fallacy, anger
AntiCD: 12 service-helping others, acceptance, 3 surrender, 8 love and 2nd agreement don’t take things personal. This was not a personal attack on me
Grateful: friends in recovery, PEP-prisoners educating prisoners, meditation