I try to focus most of my writings on inspiring others, trying to find the positive in negative situations. As I share with others, I believe it’s important to be authentic. To me, that means being the real me.
With all of the motivational, inspiring and self-help books and speakers I’ve personally encountered in my life, I can honestly say that few have felt authenticly uncensored. Whether we like it or not, life is hard. Even the strongest and most resilient people struggle to find strength during certain periods. They, too, face the same trials and tribulations we all face. Rock bottom, tragedy, heartbreak, it’s innate to mankind. Personally, I appreciate people who admit they’re having a hard time. They are relatable, genuine, honest. It’s not about smoke and mirrors, it’s about raw truth.
Each day, I strive to identify a journal topic that I can share that will inspire others. This morning I concluded that I don’t need to always portray a lady who has it together here, who has all the answers and can sail through each day full of hope and positivity. It’s okay to just be me.
The past few weeks have been extraordinarily challenging. For most of my time here, I’ve remained optimistic and have successfully found opportunity in a pretty sad situation. I’ve kept a fairly upbeat attitude. Recently, I’ve found myself wanting to stay in my room and just sleep. While reading, writing or listening to music, I fall asleep. Sadly, I even zonk-out while my roomie is telling me stories. (To be clear, it’s her soothing voice, not her stories.) I feel like I’m treading water right now, in survival-mode for the final 30 days of this journey. I’m blessed to transition another stage closer to home with my family next month. I’m extremely grateful.
Today’s journal is a simple reminder that life is hard, regardless of who you are. Prestige, power, celebrity, wealth, education – none of it shields us from tough times, or the lessons provided. It’s natural to struggle, and not always see the rainbows.
Be well, my friends. Thank you for your continued support throughout this journey.
