Well I forgot.. My childs father told me Happy Birthday after I called to check in on my son…
Telling him to remember to take my son out to eat tonight for his first birthday.. or second..
Sometimes its hard to think about where I came from as a mother. Without me there would be no them. Without them I’m not sure I would of ended up in prison for the reason I am now..
I’m thankful for prison.. for forcing me to see the truth about myself and those around me.
I’m thankful for the FBI agent who without I wouldn’t be the woman I am today.. if only he knew the changes this woman has made since walking to the holding cell to now.
Tonight i’ll cry in the shower. For my loss’.. my gains… the privilage to have privilage even when incarcerated in America.
Prison has taught me I can’t force anyone to see what I do, but at least I can look at myself in the mirror and know my worth .. despite where I am or what I’ve done in this life. I am only human.
This was pre-ordianed in God’s plan for me and I’m so thankful.
Owen, Asher, Elijah your mother loves you so much. So, so, much.
xoxo
