I consider myself to be “forward facing”. No looking back because I’m not going that way. However, to provide some context about my current situation, I am over 13 years in on a 240 month sentence. In the beginning of this journey, I was a product of this environment. I got caught up in what was going on around me but there was a pivotal point that put me on the path I’m on now. Transformation. For me, its not just about recovery. Its about changing who I am, becoming the BEST version of myself by creating a well-balanced healthy lifestyle with recovery, success, self-esteem, relationships. There are so many facets to my plan. This requires significant effort and planning to get it right but that is the only option I’m giving myself this time. Failure, relapse, reincarceration. Those things are not an option for me. In my future, I see myself as being a professional business women, classy, respectful, confident, intelligent. I have created a master plan to achieve these things. Goals. It all starts with focused and well planned goals. And I have started these goals right here where I am. I’m hyper-focused on the NOW. Being in the moment and using my time wisely (because let me be the first to admit, I’ve wasted a lot of time). I’ve worked on my own personal image. I keep my hair, make-up and grooming all on point. My hairstyles need to say that I’m classy and confident. My make-up needs to be professional and classy. My posture and the way I speak also project who I am. I read the dictionary and did flash cards for years to broaden my vocabulary. I want to speak clearly, communicate effectively, sound intelligent and professional and never be limited or hindered by my speech. I want to have the confidence to walk in any circle or room and carry a conversation. It opens doors and leads to potential opportunities. I have built on my knowledge by reading every educational and self-help book I can get my hands on. I am now a self proclaimed “self-help” guru. I have taken the time to identify my strong points and the areas in which I am the weakest and built my goals with that in mind. My ultimate aim is to become a well rounded individual capable of navigating all areas of life and any obstacles successfully. In order to be successful because I am almost home!
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