I got some depressing news. Since I have previous federal student loans with the district community colleges, they will not grant my Small Business college education. As I was really looking forward to this, it was very disappointing. It’s hard for me to accept God has different plans but now I just love to press forward. I question if I should continue my self-study and business plan or take a breath and watch for signs. Times like this I just need an operations manual on life.