Some days it is hard to even imagine life outside of these walls. I try to stay positive and work towards plans of a good future after this incarceration. I often struggle with what I will do for employment when I leave I will be almost 60 years old. I am not sure what kind of job I will be able to get. I am continuing my education in the field of Veterinary Medicine but to be honest I am not sure if anyone will hire me with a record and being in the golden years. I wish I had someone to help give me advice on this matter.