Another I am blessed with the breath of life. As I learn and understand more I become so disgusted with the life I use to lead. Although I know it will be my testimony and I will use it to help others not make the same mistakes I did, I look back and am disgusted with it. I know I must forgive myself, yet the thought of the pain I inflicted on so many lives hurts me. This is why I’m so happy that I can give back to the community by mentoring others. I will continue to reach my goals I have set for myself.