Another month has gone by and I continue to learn all I can and more about myself and what I need to work on. This is one thing I have never done and I need to start doing. I want to apologize to my victim’s family, especially his mother for taking the life of her son in a senseless killing. She has said she never wants to hear from me, but at least I can write this down and it is my first step of attempting to make amends. I also want to apologize to all my victims that I have had throughout my lifetime. Those that I affected along with their family members. Also to those that I caused to become addicted to drugs I truly am sorry for all of it. All I can do now is better my life and give back in a positive manner.