Finding why I was the way I was, was important to me. Being so that I never want to go back to what led me to such a horrible road where I did horrible things. I know that the person I was in the past was not me. I lived up to the persona that I became. Being negative and looking for trouble really has never been who I wanted to be. I enjoyed my days being able to drive and just enjoy music and some peace of mind. Each that I have lived in this façade that I had put up was stressful and nerve wrecking. All because I wanted to hold on to what people thought of me. Now I want people to see me in the correct light, which is a positive one.
