I know that I am a very blessed man and I will always live with the attitude of gratitude for this. I have been blessed and never really appreciated it. Yet now that God has placed a fleshy heart inside of me instead of a heart of stone, I can see all that He has been doing for me all my life. I know this is a fallen world and horrible things happen, yet I know I can get through it all because He is with me. He also blessed me with a family that envelops me with love and allows me to heal.