I want to grow each and every single day. I know it takes many things to have growth. The first being the desire to really want it. I really do want it. I do not want to be my old self. That person never got me anywhere but either in prison or in arguments. I am tired of all of it. I just want to be at peace and live my life in a positive manner. I look at all the negativity around me and it drives me crazy. I feel like all the negative vibes try to take all the positivity out of me. I refuse to allow this. I will continue to have growth in my life. I will prove to my family that I have changed and all their sacrifices were worth it.