Finding peace can be a hard thing to do if we don’t commit to it. I have left my life in the Lord’s hands and I have found this peace beyond comprehension. I know that I must continue to do my part, but the inner peace part is something I have struggled with because of the life I was leading. I could not even trust my own shadow let alone my so called friends in here. This led to a very destructive way of living, a very stressful way of having to live. It was not healthy at all. Once I started to speak to my family and a therapist I felt so much better. Once I let go of all that nonsense, because that’s what it is at the end of the day, I felt at peace. I am grateful for this each and every day. I can’t forget this ever.