Woke up this morning after a very restless night with a pounding headache. Maybe stress or maybe just allergies. Had some coffee and hung out with my ex-spouse, who has allowed me to stay with her while awaiting sentencing/incarceration. Trying to clear my head so I can finish my notes for my allocution. Waiting for my lawyer to confirm the correct time as his email said 12 but my pre-sentence officer said it is at 2. Please be at 2! My son and ex plan on going to court to support me. I am very concerned it will be hard on them. Especially her. I am afraid it will open up old wounds and be difficult for her to hear. My sentence, long or short, will be the hardest on them. Well, wish me luck!