Today so far has been a success. A bit extra sleep this morning. A good day off yesterday. I feel rested and ready to tackle a new week. Since arising I’ve yogaed, had a great meditation, and am journaling, visited with GMA/GPA and my religious efforts were super inspiring. I really feel positive moving forward and I think at least for a time things both inside and out are going to run smoothly. My wife was struggling a little this past week but I think she is past the danger zone. I hate myself for thinking the worst every time there is a hiccup. It’s not so much anything that she has done I just know how I’ve struggled with my demons and at every step I made the wrong choices I’d like nothing more than to spare her some of that pain but alas somethings are just not teachable and can only be learned. Time and consistency is really the only things that can bring her through and I pray to the Gods she has the strength and courage to move beyond these challenges into a better reality. I believe in her, in us, and a future without the chains of slavery.
