It’s kinda a messed up situation stuck in County awaiting every week to go to prison. I try to just go about my days but it wears on me not that this is horrible I’m just ready to move on. I’ve got to go there to go home so all this seem like dead time. But it just seems that way because I do all sorts of stuff to keep myself sane, learn, and grow. I help people when I can with legal issues, I keep my 1/2 of the tier running smoothly, I try to keep out of the drama that comes with locking people in a box, and every single day I try to strengthen relations with my wife and family. I wish things were different but there are consequences for actions and this is all part of the show. Still I try to do the best I can with what I’ve got. I’m not sure which president said that quote. Today’s goals are to do more Psychology readings, the workout with the kid, visit with the most beautiful wife ever, and start another craft project. Maybe the workout will help me snap out of the funk I’m feeling. Today at least for that hour and a half I’m not thinking too much. My needs are met, I have people whom love me, and things to occupy my time in a positive manner. I am a lucky man.
