What a chaotic day so far. We had to go outside while they installed some new tablet things. So I got my workout in outside, I came back in to do yoga but after that there was to much noise to get into my meditation although I tried. Talked to my wife about lunchtime she was just laying back down cause she has to work tonight. I’m really proud of her. She passed another drug test and got back into treatment. She is really starting to shine again in this new environment. It gives me a lot of hope moving forward. With the holiday on Monday transport should be in the morning. A part of me really wants to be on that bus a part of me doesn’t want to go but its a necessary step in the right direction. Today goals include some more college comp, the tier cleaning, another chapter of this “Think and Grow Rich” book and I am hoping to finish this book about depression.