I haven’t written in a while. I guess I’m so frustrated with this whole place. Tallahassee is the most unorganized place. There is no communication and the amount of drugs being used is overwhelming to me. I am not used to this behavior and to watch a grown woman choose to use a drug that can cost her so much and know there are children at home that she is not taking care of. I just don’t understand addictions at all. I guess it was good that i wasn’t an addiction counselor because my patients are not where they need to be. I want to pray for them becuase i don’t know their background. I don’t know what makes them choose drugs over thier families I only know i would not want to have to make that choice. It has really put me in a bad place mentally. I want to be apositive person and bring happiness to people but i cant do that while i am upset about the choices they make and how they influence my ability to go ourside and enjoy what little peice i am able to have. I will try to pray for them and myself to see things differently in this broken world we live in.
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