Today has been as usual, nothing happening at the OTC. They have no books to better ourselves as a person. They only have fictional books. I am not able to write a book report on how a book helped me because they are all about vampires or imaginary places(those are the kind i like to read). The only book i read that has any real content is the bible and that is my daily book to help me strive to survive in this place with my major depression and anxiety. I know it can always be worse but it really is dead time and a waist of my daily existence. i have met a wonderful person here i call my friend and she has stage 4 cancer and isn’t on any chemo meds. they took her off. I just don’t understand the reasoning for this screwed up places reasoning and motivation. I pray for her every day because i want our friendship to turn into an eventual partnership to help others who struggle with getting out of prison.
