It has been some time since I have been able to log, we have been experiencing one lockdown after another here at Thomson. This facility has been on the news several times over the last six months. Even more times over the last two years.
One of the things that helps get me through the long lockdowns is reading, and writing. Following Santos’ advice, i have come to read more books over the last decade than I have in all my 53 years. I steer away from the fiction books and focus on books that will increase my knowledge and that have value and meaning. Books that help me become a better version of me.
Journaling, even on paper because no computer access due to lockdowns, helps me put all these thoughts down. I believe seeing them helps validate them, and allows me to process them better. It is not easy serving any amount of prison time, let alone decades. It is important to increase self-awareness so that I understand these emotions that before used to lead to my drug use and criminal activity.
On another note: I was able to watch Ms. Alice Marie Johnson on Fox the other night. Listening to her story, and her plans for clemency instilled a much needed new hope for my families and my future. Having served many many years in federal prison, she understands the need for redemption and another chance. Her being placed where she is is nothing short than an act of God. Grace on top of Grace.
