I have not been sending anything because of all the lockdowns..racial riots between the cheifs and the Southsiders and then the next week the whites and the Southsiders…you try so hard to be good program and do the right thing everyday and strive to be better than you were yesterday..and then some stupid dope head that runs up debts and then runs his mouth and then all of a sudden its back to animal mode and all the hard work gets thrown out the window …and then you have to deal with the illegal mass punishment. of being slammed down in your cells for a month and without showers and eating sack breakfast lunch and dinner..and you look out the window and all you want to do is feel the grass in between your toes but you can’t do that either because of prison politics I just want to lower my recidivism by 3 points so in a low and 3 points is the hardest thing to do recidivism wise..ill never lower my custody…I’m just so over prison…its not cool and and i just turned 50 on the second of August and it was the sadest day of my life because I’m so much better than this I’m a business owner and a hard worker, a good father, son, and husband that has a lot to live for I should be having a retirement party not depressed in my cell…anyway I’m empty…respect…T