I know that one day I will be able to help my family a lot more. It just gets to me that I can not do it now. I want to help in so many ways but this is part of learning patience and understanding that things will come and they will happen. I just need to focus on making sure that I am the best I can be. That I maintain who I need to be for them and myself. I know that I need to continue to work on myself, so I can be an example to them.
