Laurence Pagnoni

Laurence Pagnoni

Registration Number NUMBER

FACILITY

Release Plan

December 20, 2024

Dear Unit Team:  

Before surrendering, I researched the best practices for serving time in federal prison. My husband found information online that allowed me to begin preparing. As I studied the information, I learned about the role of the Unit Team in the Bureau of Prisons and the importance of developing a release plan. 

I pleaded guilty, and I accept responsibility for my mistakes. I am ashamed of my actions that brought me here, but I know that remorse alone cannot make amends for my crime. With my Unit Team’s guidance and the accountability of my loved ones, I will remain committed to making this time productive, reconciling with society, and strengthening relationships with my family. 

I developed my release plan as an accountability tool that describes my self-directed pathway to prepare for the best outcomes after my release. I will continue updating and expanding the document as I meet milestones on my journey and set new goals consistent with my commitments.  

The plan includes the following information:

Identifying Information	7. Community Support
Images	8. Medical Prescriptions
Projected Release Planning	9. Financial Obligations
Background	10. Risk and Needs Assessment
My Crime	11. Personal Plan
Making Amends	12. Advisors

I hope the Unit Team finds this plan helpful in guiding me back to my family and community as soon as possible.  

Respectfully submitted, 

Laurence Pagnoni

Identifying Information:

• Name: My name is Laurence Pagnoni.

• Date of Birth: I was born on August 18, 1960, and I am 64 years old.

• Today’s Date: I began writing this release plan on December 20, 2024.

• Sentence Length: My judge sentenced me to serve a XX-month term.

• Surrender Date and Location: Authorities informed me that I must surrender to the LOCATION on DATE. 

• Registration Number: According to the BOP, my registration number is: 00000-000.

• Community phone number: 212-932-2466

Images: 

To provide my Unit Team with information, the final page of this document includes images from the following identifying documents:

• Driver’s License: My valid driver’s license from the state of Massachusetts.
• Education:
  • Bachelor’s Degree in Theology and Political Science, Saint Joseph’s University, Philadelphia, PA, 1982.
  • Master’s Degree in Theology, LaSalle University, Philadelphia, PA, 1988.
  • Master’s Degree in Public Administration (MPA), NYU Wagner School of Public Service, 1995.
  • Ordination as a Spiritual Director, Shalem Institute for Spiritual Formation, Washington Theological Consortium, 2000.
• Health Insurance Card: I have attached a scanned copy of my health insurance card.
• Social Security Card: I have attached a scanned copy of my Social Security Card.
• Birth Certificate: I have attached a scanned copy of my Birth Certificate.

Projected Release Planning:  

I understand that my upcoming time in federal prison will present challenges, but I am committed to making the most of this experience by engaging in productive, rehabilitative activities. Based on my understanding of the Bureau of Prisons’ policies and practices, I am eligible to earn Good Conduct Time (GCT), provided I comply with all institutional rules and maintain a strong record of behavior. For a 60-month sentence, I understand that I may qualify for up to a nine-month reduction, leaving an adjusted sentence of approximately 51 months.

I also recognize that I am not eligible for certain sentence reductions, such as Earned Time Credits (ETC) under the First Step Act, due to the nature of my offense. Despite this, I intend to fully immerse myself in available programs and opportunities that will keep me busy and contribute to my personal growth. I aim to participate in educational classes, vocational training, and volunteer opportunities wherever possible. Staying active and productive will not only benefit me but also allow me to set an example for others around me.

My commitment to this approach reflects my determination to return to my family as a better person—emotionally, mentally, and physically prepared for the next chapter of my life. I am grateful for the chance to focus on meaningful self-improvement during this time, and I will adhere to all directives from my Unit Team to ensure a smooth and constructive incarceration period.

Background: 

was born in 1960 in Philadelphia, the youngest of five children in a loving, middle-class Italian American family. My father worked as a Teamster organizer, dedicating his life to advocating for workers’ rights, while my mother maintained the heart of our home. Together, they modeled values of hard work, integrity, and service to others—qualities that have shaped my personal and professional life. Growing up, I benefited from the stability and warmth of my family, but also witnessed the complexities of life through my father’s work and the resilience of those he served.

Education played a central role in my development, and I attended Jesuit institutions throughout my youth, including St. Joseph’s Prep High School in Philadelphia. The Jesuit tradition, with its focus on reflection, service, and intellectual curiosity, left a lasting impression on me. It not only deepened my commitment to social justice but also inspired my lifelong dedication to supporting others. My academic journey continued as I earned degrees in theology, political science, and public administration. These pursuits were not merely a career path—they were an avenue to channel my passion for leadership, advocacy, and building stronger communities.

Over the last four decades, I’ve dedicated myself to serving vulnerable populations. Early in my career, I led initiatives to provide housing and mental health services for people experiencing homelessness. During the height of the HIV/AIDS epidemic, I served as the executive director of a New York nonprofit, witnessing both immense suffering and profound courage. 

These years reinforced my belief in the power of community and the importance of showing up for others, especially during times of crisis. I later channeled my experiences into a consulting firm, guiding nonprofits to maximize their impact and sustainability. Along the way, I founded programs that continue to thrive, including an AIDS ministry, a mobile mental health clinic, and long-term housing solutions for underserved communities.

In 2009, I met Wei, my husband and partner in life. We married three years later and adopted our two sons, Carlos and Jose, from the foster care system. Parenting has been my greatest challenge and my deepest joy. Our sons faced significant adversity before coming into our lives, and helping them heal has required patience, resilience, and love. Through these experiences, Wei and I have built a family rooted in commitment, strength, and compassion.

Despite my accomplishments, I have also faced periods of intense personal difficulty. A series of challenges, including the loss of loved ones, professional setbacks, and physical health struggles, left me feeling isolated and overwhelmed. These pressures compounded my mental health challenges, including anxiety and unresolved trauma, and I failed to confront them constructively. Amidst these challenges, I began using pornography to escape. 

Over time, my use increased and the dissociative feeling that accompanied these episodes of pornography use caused me to abandon my better judgment. My intention was never to seek illicit materials online. But when I entered into online spaces where those materials were present, I’m ashamed that I did not leave. I regret that my actions during this time fell short of the values I hold dear, but I am committed to making amends and using this chapter of my life as an opportunity for growth and redemption.

I offer the information above to show that although I pleaded guilty to a federal crime, and a judge sentenced me to serve a XX-month sentence, I have a long history of living as a hard-working, contributing citizen. I regret that I placed myself in the crosshairs of the criminal justice system, and I intend to use my time to make amends for the bad decisions that led me into this predicament.

My Crime:

I take full responsibility for my actions and the choices that led to my offense. For many years, I used pornography as a way to cope with stress, anxiety, and feelings of disconnection. What began as occasional use escalated over time, particularly during a period of immense personal and professional challenges. In moments of poor judgment and growing compulsivity, I allowed myself to become disconnected from my values, engaging in behavior I now recognize as deeply harmful and unacceptable.

In early 2023, I joined a Telegram chatroom without fully understanding the nature of the platform or the content it could harbor. Initially, I believed it was a space for accessing adult-oriented materials, but I quickly discovered links to contraband material that I found revolting. Despite my immediate feelings of disgust, I clicked on those links—a decision I deeply regret and one for which I take full accountability. There is no justification for my behavior, and I understand the seriousness of what I have done. My actions contributed to harm and exploitation, and I carry that weight with me every day.

Since the day my behavior came to light, I have sought to understand the factors that led to this point and to ensure that I never engage in such behavior again. With the help of therapy, I have confronted the patterns of avoidance and poor coping mechanisms that fueled my pornography use. I have also learned about the devastating impact of these materials, not only on the victims but on society as a whole. I am deeply remorseful for the harm my actions caused and am committed to making amends through accountability, introspection, and a sustained effort to become a better person.

Making Amends: 

I am deeply disappointed in myself for how I behaved in this instance. Up until the day that I learned of the investigation, I considered myself a good citizen. Once I began going through the criminal justice system, I realized how I failed my community, my profession, and my family.

I want to make things right. 

Toward that end, I spent a lot of time working to prepare before sentencing. I had never been in trouble with the law before, and I wanted to understand the goals of our judicial system. With time to plan, I spoke with individuals familiar with the Department of Justice and the U.S. Courts. That research led me to learn the purpose of sentencing.  

Federal judges impose sentences that should: 

1. Deter other people from committing crimes, 
2. Punish people for committing crimes, 
3. Isolate people while they serve sentences, and 

4. Rehabilitate people who commit crimes. 

As I reflect on my actions and the harm they have caused, I feel a deep sense of responsibility to make amends—not only to those affected by my behavior but also to society at large. Taking accountability for my mistakes is only the first step. I must now dedicate myself to a process of growth, service, and restitution, both during my incarceration and beyond. Rehabilitation, for me, is about using my skills, experiences, and insights to make meaningful contributions to others while ensuring I learn from this difficult chapter in my life.

Throughout my professional and personal life, I have worked to support others—whether through nonprofit leadership, education, or community advocacy. I see no reason why this commitment to service should end during my incarceration. With approval from my Unit Team, I hope to lead or participate in a meditation group, teaching others techniques to find peace and clarity during difficult times. I also hope to assist the chaplain in any capacity. Whether by mentoring others, helping with administrative tasks, or even sweeping floors, I see every opportunity to serve as a chance to give back.

Given my background in academia and nonprofit management, I would also like to use my skills to help others achieve their educational and personal goals. I hope to facilitate workshops or tutoring programs for individuals working toward their GED or other certifications. Sharing my knowledge of leadership, organizational development, and fundraising could help others prepare for meaningful employment after their release. Contributing to the educational growth of others would not only allow me to serve, but also remind me of the importance of learning and humility in moving forward.

While incarcerated, I will take every opportunity to grow and contribute in ways that benefit others. With approval from my Unit Team, I hope to accomplish the following:

1. Lead or assist with meditation and mindfulness groups to help others cope with stress and find inner peace.
2. Volunteer in the prison chapel under the guidance of the chaplain, assisting in any capacity needed.
3. Facilitate or contribute to educational programs, including GED preparation or workshops related to my areas of expertise. This could, for example, take the form of entrepreneurship programs for those looking to start their own consultancy or business or non-profit organization.
4. Participate fully in restorative justice programs, cognitive-behavioral therapy, and other programming designed to foster accountability and self-improvement.
5. Work through UNICOR or other work programs to remain productive and support the facility while earning valuable experience.
6. Read and journal regularly to reflect on my journey and document lessons that may help others.
7. Use my professional skills and nonprofit experience to help others prepare for meaningful opportunities after release.

I also intend to dedicate time to my personal development. This will include studying materials that further my understanding of leadership, emotional resilience, and personal accountability. I hope to reflect on what I learn and use those insights to help others, both during and after my incarceration.

When I am eventually released, I plan to extend my commitment to reconciliation and service by resuming my involvement in community projects and nonprofit work. I want to use my expertise to support underserved populations and create positive opportunities for others. Additionally, I intend to share my story—when appropriate—to educate others about the dangers of unexamined stress, compulsive behaviors, and how to move forward after making serious mistakes.

I understand that making amends is not a one-time effort; it is a daily commitment to change. This chapter of my life is painful but necessary for my growth. I am determined to transform it into an opportunity for service, healing, and meaningful contribution. By dedicating myself to these goals, I hope to leave a positive legacy of accountability and redemption, showing others that change is possible even in the face of grave errors.

Community Support: 

My close family and colleagues offer the following letters for my unit team to consider. I intend to live at home with my children once my unit team and the Bureau of Prisons deem it appropriate to do so. The residence we share is located at:

350 Bradford St., Unit 9

Provincetown, MA 02657

• Friend and Associate: Tony Pelusi 

• Niece:  Christa McDermott

• Friend and Former Colleague: Chuck Selvaggio

• Sister-in-Law: Jean Ng

• Friend and Associate: Tony Pelusi 

• Niece:  Christa McDermott

The Honorable Judge William G. Young

United States District Court, District of Massachusetts

One Courthouse Way

Boston, MA

RE: Laurence Pagnoni

Dear Judge Young,

I am writing to express my strong support of a lenient sentence in the upcoming federal sentencing hearing for Laurence Pagnoni. 

My name is Christa McDermott. I live in Portland, Oregon and work as Senior Materials Management Coordinator for the State of Oregon’s Department of Environmental Quality. I have worked with local, state, and federal government across a range of environmental policy areas, and served as a Senior Research Associate at Portland State University, directing a technical assistance, professional development, and research program focused on reducing the harmful impacts of resource consumption.  

Laurence is my uncle, my mother’s youngest brother. I have known him for 50 years or my entire life. Not only is he my uncle, he is my godfather. My mother chose him to be my godfather when he was just aged 14 because even at such a young age, he was compassionate, responsible, and loving. Laurence has always been the center of my most cherished family circle. He is my ever giving, ever caring uncle. I am not exaggerating when I say that Laurence is my role model. In our family, he was the first one to go to college and inspired me to follow my passions in my studies, seek ways to apply knowledge for the greater good of our community, and to keep growing personally while in relation to community. 

I have long admired Laurence for his professional work centered on supporting non-profit organizations. My uncles, Laurence’s brothers, are businessmen and our family has a bent towards entrepreneurship. Laurence has those skills as well but knew he wanted to be of service. Through his fundraising and management consulting business, LAPA, he found a way to apply his business acumen to support community based organizations. He put his heart into this work in order to make a positive difference in the world, helping organizations that directly improved the lives of marginalized youth, the homeless, people with AIDS in the peak of the AIDS crisis, and many others. 

Of course, my primary way of knowing Laurence is not through work but through our family. When I think of Laurence, I think of generosity. He is generous of spirit, of love, and of support in so many forms. He is the uncle I would visit, stay on his futon in his New York City apartment, taking me to broadway shows, art movies, and interesting restaurants that I wouldn’t get to experience in suburban Philadelphia. He was always the family member who gave me unusual, thoughtful birthday gifts with kind words inscribed. When I was in graduate school, he helped me buy my first home. About 15 years ago my parents had major medical crises – early dementia for my father and aggressive multiple myeloma for my mother. Laurence was with me through it all, coming to Philadelphia and Washington DC from NYC to help with my parents’ medical care, always available for support by phone. Since my parents and grandparents passed away, he has been my rock. When I moved to Oregon and had my own children, he is my only family member who has come to visit and gotten to know them. We stay in regular touch and he is the main connection my children have with my family. I know that he has never wanted any child anywhere to be hurt. I trust him with my children, without question. I have watched him and Wei care for their two adopted sons, Carlos and Jose. Carlos and Jose survived a series of foster homes and entered Wei and Laurence’s life with many mental health complications. They have both given their time, monetary funds, and deep love to provide a good home, accessible education, therapeutic support, and life skills to help them launch into adulthood. They are past the age of majority and Laurence and Wei continue to support them, financially and emotionally.  

While I understand the seriousness of the charges against Laurence, I firmly believe that they do not reflect who Laurence is or how he has acted in the world for the past 64 years. Laurence has shown genuine remorse and taken significant steps towards rehabilitation and addressing the depression that led to his commission of these offenses. He regularly attends a support group and individual counseling.

I know that Laurence has so many more positive contributions to make to society in this later stage of his life. I am concerned about his health and the effect I see arthritis already taking on his mobility, his having already needed a partial knee replacement surgery. I plead to the court to consider the legacy of positive contributions Laurence has made to our family and to the wider community, and has the potential to continue to make, and consider issuing the minimal sentence required.

Thank you for your consideration.

Sincerely,

Christa McDermott

• Friend and Former Colleague: Chuck Selvaggio

Charles S. Selvaggio

2605 Marhill Drive

Wilmington, Delaware 19810-2403

06 August 2023

Presiding Justice

United States District Court, District of Massachusetts

1 Courthouse Way

Boston, MA 02210

Dear Presiding Justice:

My name is Charles Selvaggio.  After a life-long career in education as a middle and high school teacher of English, I’ve retired and now serve as the executive director of Neighbors to Nicaragua.  Neighbors to Nicaragua is a U.S. non-profit dedicated to the alleviation of the effects of poverty in Nicaragua through the teaching of literacy skills; through a mentoring program for adolescents to achieve good decision-making skills; and through a nutrition program that provides a healthy daily meal to over 115 children each day.  

Laurence Pagnoni is one of my oldest and most- treasured friends.  We met in 1982 while we were both working at Salesianum school, a private school in Wilmington, Delaware.  

It is because of Laurence that Neighbors to Nicaragua exists today.  As a young teacher, I heard an abundance of positive feedback from our mutual students, both about his classes in social justice and his classes dedicated to the value of community service.  Laurence was hired at Salesianum School to formulate and institute a comprehensive service arm to our curriculum which was missing until he arrived.  My personal test of its effectiveness was the overwhelming positive testimony given to it from our students and from mutual colleagues.  

While other teachers were off during our Easter break, Laurence was in Appalachia, mentoring students about the value of service to others, not only for the benefits it provided to those served (by having houses repaired, painted etc.), but also for the value that service brought to the lives of our students.  It broadened their limited perspectives of their worlds, through both an awareness of how others lived and through the satisfaction of our exercising our abilities to address their needs.  These young students testified to me repeatedly that their service experience with Laurence was transformative.  And the more I got to know Laurence, the clearer I understood their perspective.  

Additionally, I went on several retreats with Laurence, clergy from our school, and our students.  I learned a great deal, pedagogically, from how he empathetically questioned and challenged formative minds to lead them to new knowledge both about themselves and the world around them.  

Eventually, Laurence became one of my best friends which is as true today as it was over 40 years ago. 

Currently, I am still in touch with several of the same students whom he mentored.  One of them is a board member for Neighbors to Nicaragua.  And to this day, those students of his with whom I am in touch often credit Laurence for instilling in them the most important values that guide their lives.  

Likewise, I, myself, frequently consult Laurence for guidance in the formation, implementation, vision, and planning for Neighbors to Nicaragua.  When I require “a sounding board” to evaluate ideas for our work, I call him.   He is unfailingly generous with his time and experience to share advice that has proven valuable.  

Much of Laurence’s experience that guides our own work came after he left Salesianum to work for five years at Freedom House in Virginia, a nonprofit that served the poorest of the Richmond community, roughly 5,000 people each year.  His guidance in non-profit success comes from actual experience, not theory, which I find very valuable.  

Although distance makes in-person meeting a challenge, we make meeting in person a priority.   Additionally, my wife and I have met with Laurence and his husband, Wei, to talk over challenges inherent in the adoption of their two children:  José and Carlos, two more people whose lives have been positively impacted by Laurence’s compassion and experience.  We’ve followed and attended the children’s milestones as they’ve occurred in their lives with much admiration. 

I am honored to have the opportunity to write a testimony for the impact he and his life’s work has had on countless others, and I am open to offer further insight or clarification on any aspects of his character if requested.

Respectfully submitted,

Charles Selvaggio

• Sister-in-Law: Jean Ng

Presiding Justice

United States District Court, District of Massachusetts

1 Courthouse Way

Boston, MA 02210

August 1, 2023

Dear Sir/Mdm,

My name is Shi Yi Jean Ng. I am a 29-year-old Singaporean who lives at 222 Metropolitan Avenue, Brooklyn, New York 11211. I am currently working as a Senior Accountant at Film at Lincoln Center. I am writing to attest to Laurence A. Pagnoni’s upstanding moral character and integrity. 

I have known Laurence for 10 years in various capacities. First, as my brother-in-law, then in subsequent years, a mentor, and a friend. From the first moment I met Laurence, he has always been a champion for the sick and the poor, and a figure of immense humility and generosity of heart who continues to inspire me. 

Being a first-generation college graduate, I have turned to Laurence for advice in many moments of uncertainty where my own parents have been unable to provide the necessary guidance due to the cultural and educational differences. Laurence has very kindly guided me through my journey into becoming an adult in New York; from providing feedback on my college admission essays, to organizing my graduation party, to coaching me through salary negotiations. His kindness and candor have not only been extended to me, but to all around him. Over the years, I have seen many of his friends approach him for advice and rely on him as a fount of wisdom and experience, of which he has always been happy to help and share.

Of all the memories I have of Laurence, the one that stands out the most to me that demonstrates who he is in essence was his birthday party in 2019. He had gathered many of his friends at his Riverdale apartment for a dinner party. Everyone had arrived from near and far and were excited to celebrate him. It’s safe to say most of us had our thoughts on food, wine, cake, and our dear friend, Laurence. However, in true Laurence fashion, he spent the entire party fundraising for Neighbors to Nicaragua, a nonprofit feeding and educating children in Nicaragua. It was a profound lesson in humility, friendship and selflessness for me to witness as he devoted the entire party to fundraising for the needy and gave his friend, Chuck Selvaggio, the platform to share about his mission. 

Ever the loyal friend, Laurence has advocated for and supported his friends’ causes on many other occasions. He was the sponsor of the 10-year anniversary celebration of Kyoung’s Pacific Beat, a peacemaking thater collective. He was also an ardent supporter of an omnibus project (an anthology of shorts and a documentary) on gentrification in Brooklyn that I produced while at New York University, titled “Tales of Brooklyn.”

If a person’s character is determined by the consistency of his actions, then his role as a father to my two nephews, Carlos and Jose, speaks volumes about Laurence. Carlos and Jose came into Laurence and Wei’s care when they were 13 and 12, relatively older in age than the average adoption age of 6 years old. This meant that Laurence and Wei had a much shorter timeframe to help the boys process their early childhood trauma, while navigating adolescence, than most foster parents. 

When I first met Carlos and Jose, they could not spell simple words like “apple”, were unable to sit at the dinner table because they were not used to that kind of stability, were extremely emotionally volatile, and appeared to be at a much younger developmental age. Through several Sunday dinners and many weekends spent together, I saw firsthand how much the boys made leaps and bounds in their development through the loving and secure environment provided by Laurence and Wei. 

I also was privy to the turbulent journey they had to go through to advocate for their children.  Laurence and Wei had to fight the school system to get the appropriate attention and teaching methods for Jose, as well as hire a tutor to help him catch up in school. Laurence also devoted a lot of resources sending Carlos to boarding school and guided Carlos through several lapses in judgement and brushes with the law, always believing in the good of him. It was through a lot of love, dedication, and patience, that both boys were able to graduate high school. 

Laurence continues in his role as father, even after the boys are legally adults and he no longer has any obligation to them. Carlos continues to turn to Laurence for guidance and has been able to support himself as a car salesperson. Laurence is still supporting Jose through paying his rent and helping him secure employment. A lesser person would have given up on the boys – this has happened twice before Carlos and Jose were adopted by Laurence and Wei.   

In my 10 years of knowing Laurence, I have to say that I do not know a more civic-minded, honest, and giving man of integrity. I attest to Laurence’s moral character without reservations. 

Sincerely,

Shi Yi Jean Ng

Medical Prescriptions and Substance Abuse: 

While I do not suffer from any substance use disorders, I do have other documented health problems. For several of these conditions, I regularly submit to blood testing for prostate-specific antigen (PSA), cholesterol, and uric acid at least quarterly. As confirmed in my PSR, I have the following conditions and medications: 

Conditions and Diagnoses:

• High Blood Pressure: Requires daily management with medication.
• Testosterone Deficiency: Under testosterone replacement therapy, associated with brain fog.
• Anxiety and Sleep Disorders: Diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorders; prescribed Lexapro and clonazepam for these conditions. Doxepin and hydroxyzine are prescribed for insomnia.
• Obstructive Sleep Apnea: Requires nightly use of a CPAP machine. Risks include diabetes, atrial fibrillation, cardiovascular complications, cognitive impairment, glaucoma, and stroke​. Annually, I submit to a oxygen test to manage this condition.
• Gout and Arthritis: Managed with allopurinol and colchicine. To manage my arthritis, I take curcumin phystosome (1,000mg) daily.
• Severe Prostate Issues: My prostate is five times the normal size for his age, necessitating surgical intervention to prevent urinary tract collapse or cancer development. I am at elevated risk for prostate cancer​.
• Vitamin D Deficiency: To ensure my Vitamin D levels remain within a healthy range, I take 2,000IU of vitamin D3 daily.
• Neck and Spine Compression: Causes mobility limitations.
• Knee Replacement Surgery: Contributes to mobility challenges.
• Liver Cyst: Monitored for potential malignancy.
• Leg Length Discrepancy: I wear a custom lift in my right shoe to account for a shorter leg. This device prevents spinal and hip misalignment.

Medications:

• Valsartan 320 mg and Hydrochlorothiazide 12.5 mg: For high blood pressure.
• Lexapro and Clonazepam: For anxiety and panic disorders.
• Doxepin and Hydroxyzine: For insomnia.
• Allopurinol and Colchicine: To manage gout and inflammation.
• Wegovy: To manage prediabetic symptoms.

I take my health seriously and work actively with my care team. Included among these providers as Dr. Paul Fader (primary care physician), Dr. Curtis Mello (pulmonologist), and Dr. Timothy O’Rourke. While incarcerated, I will comply with any and all directives by medical staff and my Unit Team. I take my health seriously and will do what’s required to return to my loved ones healthier than when I left.

Financial Obligations: 

Besides a XX-month sentence, my judge imposed restitution of approximately $50,000. I take this obligation seriously and have set aside funds to ensure I can satisfy this debt as soon as possible.

While incarcerated, I will comply with the Financial Responsibility Program (FRP), as directed by my Unit Team. I understand that, given the charges for which I am incarcerated, this will not yield any sentence reduction; however, I am confident I will be able to make my payments in full and on time.

Risk and Needs Assessment: 

From reading the Bureau of Prisons’ materials, I learned a great deal about needs and risk assessments. Once I surrender, it’s my understanding that I’ll need to complete SPARC-13 survey that will help staff members measure 13 factors that can influence criminal behavior: 

Anger/Hostility:

Anger, for me, stems from losing perspective in high-pressure situations. I have worked with an executive coach in the past to develop effective strategies for managing frustration, especially in a professional context. Tools like taking time to reflect before responding, avoiding immediate written reactions, and allowing myself a day or two to process situations have been instrumental. Although I have rarely lost my temper, the few times I have—particularly with my children—have left me regretful and motivated to improve. I view incarceration as an opportunity to deepen my understanding of emotional regulation and further develop my coping mechanisms.

Antisocial Peers:

I do not associate with individuals who engage in unlawful behavior, and crime has never been a way of life for me. This offense was an isolated event, far removed from the values and choices that have defined my life. My strong network of supportive family, friends, and colleagues further reinforces my dedication to living a law-abiding and socially responsible life.

Cognitions:

I have always considered myself a thoughtful and capable learner, and I do not have any cognitive impairments. However, I recognize that fatigue can affect my attention to detail, a shortcoming I intend to address by refining my self-care and time management practices during my time in custody. With clarity and structure, I am confident in my ability to maintain focus and build upon my strengths.

Education:

Education has been central to my personal and professional identity. I hold advanced degrees in theology, political science, and public administration and have dedicated much of my life to helping others achieve academic success. My prior experience in academia and nonprofit leadership positions exemplifies my commitment to education. I hope to continue learning while incarcerated, both to enrich myself and to contribute to the educational goals of others.

Family/Parenting:

Family has always been my greatest source of strength. I have a loving relationship with my husband, Wei, and our two adopted sons, Carlos and Jose. Their support has been unwavering throughout this process, and I am grateful for their resilience. My bond with my family motivates me to address my mistakes and return to them as a better person. Parenting has taught me patience and humility, lessons I will carry forward during this time of reflection and growth.

Financial Stability:

My family will remain financially stable during my incarceration, as my husband and older son both maintain steady employment. However, I am eager to return to work and regain financial independence upon my release. My professional background in fundraising and nonprofit leadership has given me a strong foundation, and I am confident in my ability to reestablish my career and meet my restitution obligations.

Medical Needs:

As detailed in my medical history, I manage several chronic conditions, including high blood pressure, sleep apnea, prostate issues, and gout. I am committed to maintaining my health and complying with medical recommendations during my incarceration. This includes using my CPAP machine, adhering to prescribed medications, and staying active through low-impact exercises.

Mental Health:

My mental health has been a cornerstone of my personal growth. I have consistently engaged in individual therapy and support groups that focus on healthy male development and emotional resilience. Over the past year, I have deepened my commitment to inner work, confronting the stressors and behaviors that led to my offense. I welcome opportunities to continue therapy and participate in behavioral health programming offered by the Bureau of Prisons.

Recreation/Leisure/Fitness:

Physical activity has always been a source of balance and well-being for me. I maintain a routine that includes cycling, weightlifting, calisthenics, and stretching, which helps me manage stress and maintain my health. I also enjoy reading, which I use as a tool for relaxation and personal growth. During my incarceration, I plan to explore additional recreational activities that support physical and mental well-being.

Substance Abuse:

I am fortunate to have no history of substance abuse. This has allowed me to approach my challenges with a clear mind and to focus on personal accountability and growth.

Trauma:

Though I do not dwell on it, I acknowledge that I have experienced difficult periods in my life, including the stress of financial uncertainty, the sudden loss of my brother, and the challenges of helping my sons overcome trauma from their early years. These experiences have shaped me but have also strengthened my resolve to be a source of stability and support for my family.

Work:

Throughout my life, I have prided myself on my work ethic and dedication to meaningful projects. My career has been defined by a commitment to service, whether through nonprofit leadership or community advocacy. I am committed to staying engaged and productive, regardless of my circumstances. Projects like Neighbors for Nicaragua and Resilient Heroes demonstrate my belief in the power of work to create positive change. I intend to bring this same energy and focus to any opportunities for contribution while incarcerated, whether through education, work programs, or volunteer efforts.

By identifying these risk and need areas, I am better equipped to engage in a meaningful rehabilitation process. I am committed to addressing each factor with humility and diligence, using this time to grow and prepare for a brighter future.

Personal Plan: 

While serving my sentence, I will adhere closely to the guidance and directives of my Unit Team. I view this period of incarceration as an opportunity for growth, accountability, and preparation for a meaningful return to society. To the extent possible, I will participate in personal development and restorative justice programs, as well as offer my skills in service to others. I hope to assist with educational initiatives, such as tutoring those pursuing their GEDs or other certifications. If appropriate, I would like to use my ordination to contribute to the emotional and spiritual well-being of others through volunteer work with the prison chapel or meditation groups. 

To address my personal needs and goals, I intend to engage in extensive reading and reflection. Given my background in leadership, nonprofit work, and academia, I want to focus my reading on subjects that align with both my professional expertise and my personal aspirations for growth. After completing each book, I plan to follow a structured approach to ensure my learning is purposeful and actionable:

• Step 1: Write the title of each book I read. 
• Step 2: Write the date I finished reading each book. 
• Step 3: Write why I chose to read each book. 
• Step 4: Write what I learned from reading each book. 
• Step 5: Write how reading each book will contribute to my success upon release. 

I have organized my reading list into the sections set forth below.  I designed those sections in response to what I’ve read about risk assessments and the SPARC-13.  

• Thought – Books focused on personal growth, mindfulness, and self-reflection. These will help me refine my thought processes, manage stress, and become a more thoughtful and intentional member of my community.

• Finance – I want to deepen my understanding of personal finance and organizational fundraising, not only to address my financial responsibilities but also to use these skills in service to others upon release.

• Service– Books about leadership, mentoring, and community building will support my efforts to contribute meaningfully to my environment, both during and after incarceration.

• Biography: Reading about the lives of those who have faced adversity and emerged stronger will inspire me to do the same. These works will also provide valuable insights into resilience and ethical leadership.

Among the Bureau of Prisons’ policies, my spouse found found Program Statement 5350.27: Inmate Manuscripts. It complies with the Code of Federal Regulations, which holds that:  

• “An inmate may prepare a manuscript for private use or for publication while in custody without staff approval.” 

This guidance inspires me to document my journey during incarceration, focusing on the ways I work to rehabilitate and prepare for reintegration. I plan to write reflections on my readings, document my progress, and share insights with my family. By sending these reports home, I hope to keep my loved ones connected to my journey and demonstrate my commitment to personal growth.

In addition to my personal development efforts, I plan to support the prison community in ways that align with my skills and background. Pending approval from my Unit Team, I intend to:

• Lead or assist with meditation and mindfulness groups to help others manage stress and find peace.
• Volunteer in the prison chapel, contributing in any capacity that is needed.
• Facilitate or support educational programs, leveraging my experience in academia and nonprofit leadership.
• Participate fully in restorative justice programs and cognitive-behavioral therapy to enhance self-awareness and accountability.
• Work through UNICOR or other work programs, contributing productively while earning valuable experience.
• Reflect on my progress by journaling and documenting lessons learned, with the goal of sharing my insights to benefit others.
• Ultimately, I view this plan as a comprehensive approach to addressing my own rehabilitation while contributing meaningfully to those around me. With the guidance of the Bureau of Prisons and my Unit Team, I aim to make the most of this time, ensuring it is spent with purpose, growth, and service.

Before surrendering to serve my sentence, I will order the first two books. While waiting for guidance from my Unit Team, I will carry out the plan by reading. If appropriate, I will teach others how they can engineer a release plan that helps them prepare for success upon release.  

By mailing my reports home, I will help my family stay in tune with the progress I’m making and keep our connection strong. We’re working through these challenges together, and I want her to know of the preparations I’m making to grow stronger and persevere while I serve my sentence. 

Besides adhering to my own plan, I also will follow guidance from the experts in the BOP.  

Advisors: 

I have collaborated with my loved ones in developing this release plan. They will be my accountability partners in sticking true to the plan. I will continue to evolve the plan as I receive guidance from my unit team. 

Staff Guides: Federal Prison:  

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