Well a year ago was a bad day to say the least but I am not the same man I’d like to think. I will not allow that sort of circumstance into my life again. I refuse my life is headed in an entirely new direction. I’m taking college level classes, I’ve a good understanding of who and what I am and my place in this world. I’ve married the most loving beautiful wife ever. Also I will not come back to Southeast Idaho. Laying in the holding cell a year ago I was at my lowest. My addiction had taken everything from me and not only that I’d damaged lives of others as well. I was extremely lucky not to have killed someone. I was too much of a coward not to take my own life so by default something has to change. I’ve made decision after decision in the last year to move forward. I cannot ever change the past but I will not repeat it either. I want nothing to do with drugs, crime, or anyone whom does. I am my own man and I will build a future for bettering society and living a law abiding , sober, productive existence. Every day I get stronger, more determined, and more focused on creating the reality.
