Okay well I guess this is my very first entry. I’m nervous, what is the right thing to say on here? is this really something that can possibly help? i don’t know all i can do is read my email and trust you mean every word you say. soooooo. i guess i want to start off with a journal entry- woke up and there was fog outside. mainline was delayed do to the fog. UNICORE was cancelled for overtime due to the fog. its sooo stupid, for me personally. I’m a grade3 now meaning i get paid 0.69 cents now and i was looking to working overtime because I’m sending money home for my kids. i want to pay for their bracelets for the Fair. i don’t have to but i want to. I’m trying to be a decent mom and help from in here. anyways so breakfast passed and drama happened i was embarrassed in front of inmates and officers. i had menstral stains on my blankets, an officer demanded i give him the plastic bag with the blanket in it and threatened my with the SHU if i didn’t. i finally gave it to him as my unit officer was yelling behind him “i already checked it”. everyone was just staring at me. i felt so damn embarassed, i felt like crying, my face was beet red and i could do nothing but stand there and wait untill he was done. on days like this it makes me hate my life. but as always the days go on as should i
