You are right “stop making excuses”. I have been doing that for months. Things are dire here at Pekin Camp there in no programming no jobs. But instead of focusing on what’s is wrong I need to focus on what I can make better. What I can do to make it more productive. I realize I can only control so much I am a prisoner. But…they cannot control my mind i need to focus on my education right now. Read read and read some more. I can also write. I will stay positive and stay on course to make my life better. I am in control.